Not Lotion

Lyrics

She's looking at me like she knows I don't pray Asks me earnestly what I've been doing with my life Well, I've been repressing as little as possible, how 'bout you? I SAID WELL I'VE BEEN REPRESSING AS LITTLE AS POSSIBLE, HOW BOUT YOU?! It's easy to smooth yourself into a cool numbness Turn off Remove yourself from your body I don't know what age I started doing this But I need to be in water I need to be in water to feel fucking anything anymore Every feeling is valid Express what you need to Express what you need to Express what you need to Express what you need to FUCK! FUCK YOU! YOU MEANT NOTHING TO ME YEAH YOU THOUGHT YOU DID I KNOW IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE BUT YOU ACTUALLY FUCKING DIDN'T I'M NOT LIKE YOUR KIDS I'M NOT LIKE YOUR FUCKING KIDS FUCK THEM AND FUCK YOU!