Lyrics

[Verse] Oh, darling I'm not doing so well I'm so alone I just wanna come home My spirits they finally fell Girl you know I never feared death before Out of the blue I feel like I am walking through tunnels down to the door Every day I'm scared more and more Personal power I used to have so much Yeah, I could move mountains and fight off the demons But I lost my sense of touch So lovesick Worse than I ever knew All of your sweet talk and fine lines that you walk are making me mad at you And I wanna be mean to you But it pains me to say that 'Cause I know it's not real How can bring chemicals, small and so stupid, completely change how I feel Connect the cable to my brain and rewrite the last forty days and all of the toxic waste spewing from me tonight I fear there's no end in sight [Chorus] I love you so much it'll push you away Push you away from me And then I will hate, hate myself more than I do currently My love's extreme [Verse] Oh, Lady Libra Where's the balance now? Both sides you see, but there's no sides left to me Let me just take a bow No, I won't deny you Though I wanted it all But I play the angel that sits at the table and won't ever take the fall Like the ref who can't make the call My sweet, sweetest sweetheart With those honey-bear eyes I won't let my craziness hold back your happiness and watch the years pass you by You deserved a much better guy Now I'm no longer scared to die Just please bury me where you will be Next to you for eternity No, I'm no longer scared to die [Chorus] I love you so much it'll push you away Push you away from me And then I will hate, hate myself more Than I do currently My love's extreme