​rainy, time of year

Lyrics

[Spoken Word, Sampled] Okay, this is the first video on becoming a real wizard And uh, this is gonna be good stuff Although some people probably aren't gonna like certain aspects of it Y'know why? They're not gonna like certain aspects of it? Well because, they have all kinds of fantasies And fantasy and reality are two different things And this is not gonna fit into your fantasy of a wizard Weird how everything's dynamic Today I sold my soul again And God knows he'll never understand me And God knows I'm stuck here in my room This car feels like a mattress Why won't my life stop flashing The insects outside love me, that's why they live above me And everything's confusing, I don't know what I'm saying But I'm crying all the time because I'm a cactus overwatered, or maybe underwater To deal with some emotions I'll submerge myself and grow gills Mother Nature's getting older, she's a hypocrite I'll breathe deep, keep things lighter Don't think I'll write this song My reflection's behind me, just a few seconds off When I look back you were with me, always catching me up "There's this song that I've heard Think that you should check it out There was no chorus or verse In fact there wasn't much sound And in the morning something I said will turn to fuzz And I'll believe anything" [Melissa's Poem] I used to [?] the ferry to San Francisco, and a dead phone full of messages I used to want an empty chair, and a street crawling with the shadows of strangers It used to feel so good to have all eyes on me It used to feel much better to blow them all away like ladybugs