Misery

Lyrics

-Hey Ms. Gloria, what can I do for you on this fine morning? -What happened when you think I was gonna pay the rent today? -Man, I got busy, I didn't get around to it -You didn't get around to it? -I've been working on my album -Don't lie to me [Hook] Why do things have to be fucked up? I can't take the stress, can't take the stress Some days I think I'm better off locked up Away from this mess, away from this mess [Verse] I'm at the bottom of the barrel, man, the lowest of the low I take it day by day, still don't know the fuck I'm supposed to go Exponentially, I grow and subsequently I grew Cause there's a difference between the things you love And what you got to do Biting more than I can chew, sacrificed my life for now While contemplating my mortality, think deeply in the shower Then I'm back to work, tired of being paid and treated like a jerk That stupid smirk that make you wanna catch him after on the lurk I've went berserk, but afterwards I've always felt tremendous guilt This house I built of cards that toppled down dissolved amongst the silt The world in doubts, couldn't find stability, I changed my route Expressed myself poetically, my mouth was flowing like a spout I gave it all, the higher that I climbed, I came to risk the fall Was anxious all the time, scaling a problem, tamed the wall I kept going, always on my toes, I never slept when flowing Skills were showing up And nothing kept me center squared more than I know it And I wanted to make it about this life None of my family living it right and especially me Venturing out for the looters I did in the middle, then I did not fiddle the heat Waking up anxious and flapping I'm running in the middle of sleep I'm a minute defeat Then jittering back to the peak When I'm rhyming, I'm killing the beat, I'm feeling complete Never feeling the conceit of the heat of the people that tweet You cannot compete The beast in the street is complete who defeated divided the elite Who better than me? To carry the torch as I chill in the block like bird in the perch I'm looking, I'm running, I'm hunting, I search I'm looking for God, what he did in the church I did my research, was always seeking knowledge I got a course in my head in a book That could horn as it took to never be shook And I'd never be caught like a fish on a hook Then I'd give him a look No longer can I hold all the suffering, show in the pain in the face And switch at a pace I'm home but I'm falling from grace in the base, getting tired of the place You'll love it alone It's painful to see, you got a message, it's in the course of the phone Hurts down to the bone These moments of misery fundamentally, the reason I groan I age and I grew Ignoring the feeling I get that I don't really know what I'ma do I'm missing the screw Adapting to the calamity and all of the shit I've been through Then I made them a do I don't wanna be a part of that far as the energy go I cleverly flow Steadily ripping the melody pulling a remedy, pro We're deadly with foe But now I got the skill and focus of another Nephilim God The rappers are fraud Started with Drake and the Wayne and the fake ass Nicki Minaj My city is large So tell me why everyone is listening to the same cover raps The influence the generations of our little children With all of that meaningless crap What meaning is that? They systematically trying to kill us all by dumbing us down These dummies they sound Ridiculous when they talking all of this shit about holding the crown I'm holding it down [Hook] Why do things have to be fucked up? I can't take the stress, can't take the stress Some days I think I'm better off locked up Away from this mess, away from this mess