​with you in spirit

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Guilt trip left in a voicemail Erase or ignore still? Or play it back all the time? I'm not pulling my weight, yeah, as a brother That gets more true with time [Pre-Chorus] Please recognize that I'm terrified I'm mortified I'm up all night Please recognize that I'm terrified I'm mortified I'm up all night [Chorus] Choking when it starts to get heavy I can't bear the utter weight of it It crushes all There's safety in my sole neglect Tear apart the family, wipe my hands of it And I'm sorry for… [Verse 2] This is impossible I'm not alright Losing my head My phone is dead again, stuck in my bed Turn out the lights I can be with you in spirit [Pre-Chorus] Please recognize that I'm terrified I'm mortified I'm up all night Please recognize that I'm terrified I'm mortified I'm up all night [Chorus] Choking when it starts to get heavy I can't bear the utter weight of it It crushes all There's safety in my sole neglect Tear apart the family, wipe my hands of it And I'm sorry for… [Bridge] Motivation has been not so hot, I am worthless It's been way past overdue And you're locked in, I can feel it I am nothing without you I fall under, I fall under I fall under without you I fall under, I fall under I fall under without you