Darkness of My Room

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Fractured my sanity Cause I feel like I'm losing it, getting no truth from it What should I do with this, this multiple person I feel I have worsened I'm pacing and cursing Day after day the struggle is real My mind's in a cave Thoughts so grave But what can I say I'm drowning in pain Follow me now I'm six feet deep Keep inching it inching it with worms I sleep Was seed in the mud grew into a leech No good for you No good for me Laying awake at night My stomach it rumbles the bugs are alive Crawling the walls I keep hearing them fly Static infesting my brain to a fry Plug in the television and I pop in the tape A midnight escape Talk to myself asking, "am I okay?" Or am I just dreaming of what awaits Burning grace it melts my face I'm smothered in smoke till I scream awake Dripping in sweat from a lucid state Eyes roll back I'm stuck in place [Chorus] In the darkness of my room My life is consumed Surrounded by doom In the darkness of my room Nowhere I can move I'm stuck in this gloom In the darkness of my room My life is consumed Surrounded by doom In the darkness of my room Nowhere I can move I'm stuck in this gloom [Verse 2] Ain't seen the sun and I don't know I can't remember Wanting to slumber for the summer So I can rumble in the winter Head on a bender diving in deep Pinching myself just to keep me from sleep Creeping up it starts so steep I'm fighting to stay on my feet Burning me down is every bit of news Every bill when rent is due Writing it seems is my only tool To get my mind off all the bull Was labeled a fool from birth I grew up into a mess of a mind Outcast stay alone at my side Outlast I don't need you to try I get on my own I know I got issues But don't you too Everyone has said some shit But can we make it through Heavy the head glued to the bed Will I wake up or will I be dead This is the tales of a broken man This is the story that never ends [Chorus] In the darkness of my room My life is consumed Surrounded by doom In the darkness of my room Nowhere I can move Im stuck in this gloom In the darkness of my room My life is consumed Surrounded by doom In the darkness of my room Nowhere I can move Im stuck in this gloom [Outro] In the darkness of my room In the darkness of my room In the darkness of my room