Lyrics

[A Platitude] I scream For ice cream And when it comes I feel sick With guilt and regret For throwing a fit I bit the tit of The World But still got fed Fed up with myself I scream For a new attitude I'm hateful I'm hateful It's shameful To be so ungrateful I lack nothing but that I'm lucky I'm lucky I'm lucky I win I'm lucky I'm lucky I'm lucky I see: There's plenty There's plenty There's more than enough for me Go ahead help yourself, it's free Go ahead help yourself, it's free Go ahead, help yourself Good luck There's morе than enough Fuck-ups [A Final Understanding] "I finally understand!" Over and ovеr and over and over and over Again and again and again... And I start to make plans Based on my newfound perspective But it doesn't work out I freak the fuck out too soon Over and over and over So now, what can I do? Trapped in these seemingly separate lives And trying to get on the right side And failing, and hating myself For being dumb enough to try I've got an angel and a devil Perched upon opposing shoulders And their coaxing and opinions Poach attention from the center And I'm staring at the mirror saying: "The center is where my head is." And in the center of my head, I feel the root of Imagination And I focus my attention and watch my facial features fading And I hollow out my head And kill The Myth of Separation And those formerly sworn enemies crawl into the husk of my head And embrace in dirty fucking, and my body is their soft bed And there is no dirty talking, that noisy train has left the station, Bearing words which serve no purpose but to kill communication With the actual world of actual satisfaction I've been chasing like a tail... And I finally understand Over and over and over and then finally It's over