The Light Beneath The Door

Lyrics

[Chorus 1} I can't get out of my head I know I'm lost But I'm fighting To find my way, to find my way I can't get out of my head I know I'm lost But I'm fighting To find my way, to find my way And one day, I'm gonna escape myself I'm gonna face myself and replace myself Or at least that part of me That makes everything so much harder for me And one day, I'm gonna escape myself I'm gonna face myself and replace myself Or at least that part of me That makes everything so much harder for me {Verse} So many problems were created and exist only in my mind But they're so damn real and I'm so damn tired of the fight Every single night I'm up I sit, I think I'm fucked I dwell on things and I get afraid That I've left bad tastes in the mouths of those the closest to me It's hopeless to me To talk myself down Cause I've already jumped It won't do any good I'm just a lifeless lump Mangled from the drop, tangled in my thoughts It's an escapeless pit of nightmares and I rot there And there's not much time that I'm not there Still I find myself, no matter how beaten and bloodied, grasping on tight with every last bit of life to a glimmer of hope That somewhere in the depths of the valleys at the end of my mind Sits a ladder probably covered in vines It doesn't look too stable but my only choice is climb It feels like forever and I'll never reach the top But the fight is continuing and refusing that I've lost And finally when my body is so tired And limbs feel like bricks I look up in the distance, but I can't see the end First my foot will slip and the rung will start to give I'll try to shift my hand to get a better grip But this is it I fall even though I didn't quit And my stomachs in my throat as I start to sink below But just as I drop my hope, I start to float And then my body lifts Carried by the hope that I've carried for so long It's the only thing I've got when I can no longer be strong And as I raise I see I was so close to the top And just over the edge I'm set on the surface of the cliff There's a door in front of me, a bright light shining through beneath I can't believe And without another thought I sprint toward the knob, I push it open and I breathe I'm finally free, yeah I'm finally free I'm finally free, yeah I'm finally free I'm finally free, yeah I'm finally free And with a jolt, I'm shook and violently Awoken from a dream [Chorus2] I can't get out of my head (I can't get) I know I'm lost (Out) But I'm fighting (Fighting) To find my way, to find my way (Find my waaayyyy) I can't get out of my head (I can't get) I know I'm lost (Out) But I'm fighting (Fighting) To find my way, to find my way (Find my waaayyyy) And one day, I'm gonna escape myself (One day) I'm gonna face myself and replace myself Or at least that part of me (One day) (Find my waaayyyy) That makes everything so much harder for me (One day) And one day, I'm gonna escape myself I'm gonna face myself and replace myself (One daaayyyy) (Find my waaayyyy) Or at least that part of me That makes everything so much harder for me