Real Life

Lyrics

Verse 1: B Dynasty Alright this is it lemme get this in I can't find my pen I don't know where I'm going I'm traveling down this tunnel and I don't know at him here for Turn the corner and I see it there every single insecurity about me I don't have enough faith and I don't feel like I Could be changing lives And I don't know why but every time I hear a voice in the background yelling out [Stop it what are you doing right now they don't like you how do you think that you're better] Quiet right now who are you? Stop I don't like it I wanna be left alone there's not enough room in my head for you There can't be two of you It's just me no double personalities Who are you anyway? [Well I'm you of course, of course you see it don't try to forget it] I don't know what you're talking about [Go ahead deny the truth we do it all the time me and you never do we have to prove ourselves to anyone I mean why would we need to there's no proof anywhere that what are is trouble] Bridge: B Dynasty What is this…I'm in? I don't know Is this real…? (x2) Verse 2: B Dynasty Let me breathe listen up please I have something I need to say My nightmares follow me everyday Curse my eyes those guys they never satisfied I take a look at a girl and I start to lust [You can't blame me I mean look at her, dang] There I go again I probably lust more than I write [You know that's right, what's wrong with it? It's not a problem she's just there in front of me why not look and think and fantasize some things] Get out my head I won't stop fighting until I'm dead This reality of me can't be real someone please wake me up Cuz I can't keep going I don't have no strength No matter how much I bench press I'm still pressed with this pressing matter of lusting after women It gets so bad I think about em when I close my eyes Hold up lemme count to three maybe this ain't real life (Bridge) Verse 3: B Dynasty I'm running, running, running quickly But it seems I just tripped over something [Where you tryna go you can't escape everywhere you turn its me right there you can't shake this it's no use, give up now] I must keep fighting you have no strength if I'm dead Maybe that's what I'll do I'll kill myself it's no use I can't win The fight is just too long and I still don't know who I am I feel I'm wasting space and time Maybe it's time to end my time Cuz my real life seems like a nightmare I'm staring in the mirror (Bridge) Verse 4: B Dynasty Lord please help me here Stop calling out you'll never find help you can't get out your own head But ima try until I'm dead and your dead cuz my head can't take it And talking to you makes me crazy and I want my life back I can't relive these nightmares and guilt and going back to you [Why not, we're so good together] But together what are we? We aren't a thing [No, you're not a thing you're just a will-less mold of dirt that always gets hurt, you won't succeed at anything so why do you keep trying] I don't wanna succeed I jus don't wanna lose myself Please God give me strength These voices of temptations are calling me I feel I'm being attacked and walled in on all sides Lord give me real life (Bridge)