No Playground

Lyrics

Verse 1: B Dynasty Everyday I'm writing lines That's how I spend all my time Letting all the pain, letting all the hurt, letting everything they say roll off me Right onto this pad till I just can't take no more crap And they think that I am just another guy but I think they're wrong But I think they're right Swinging back and forth like monkey bars But they're more like apes Nah I meant King Kong now they'll say this is wrong cuz I put my heart in all my songs But really why should I calm down I'm not playing around My mind is not a place to play but everyday my thoughts irritate me And it's crazy cuz they make me a different guy And why and why I don't know why But I'm up to here can you hear it in my voice It's making me upset I may be obsessed with my perfections that they drive me to mass mistakes Now don't mistake this as a game Yea I toy with the beat but it's all natural I don't need any PED's but I bet you think This is all a fake And that's ok but I use the booth as a therapy session I raised my hand so let me tell you something I'm not ok I'm quiet irritated I just can't find the words to say my emotions change like Pennies, dimes, quarters I'm breaking borders…my Mental State It takes a lot to stay in my MENTAL STATE And with every take I'm chewing off layers like I'm eating steak I'll let you in on a secret this secret I've been hiding from em I don't like that I go schizophrenic when my mind ain't in it I lose my focus and the lines get blurred But maybe you're thinking I'm an angry person And you're probably right I go passive aggressive, and I hold it in till I can't hold on Will you hold on please cuz I still can't see? I'm not myself and a snickers won't help This ain't no joke I fight with myself I'm Batman and I'm Joker and I'm starting to think we need each other But maybe we don't need each other I don't get me, so you'll never get me I'm an enigma mystery and mysteriously I don't know why I think that I can relax in my mind I don't know who I am I'm just an empty can labeled as a simple man but really I don't have an idea of who I really am And I can't take it that my mind play with me Yea my mind is a jungle but my name ain't Gym