Lyrics

Verse 1: B Dynasty Staring into the darkness no sound just my own breath And that deep pounding in my chest I don't know what it is but it's staring me in the face Tearing apart my courage no words can form from my mouth I feel the cold air and the air that I breathe begins to fade The floor falls beneath this place And voices screaming loudly all seem to surround me Pierced souls that I've hit and wounded scars that I've kissed I hide my face I just wanna awake The voices stop and I'm back at my mom's cussing her out in my head but not to her face cuz I'm afraid But she pissed me off She tell me one more thing ima have to escape I hear the horn sounds and cars are passing me by I'm up to here with stress and anxiety made me a mess suicides becoming an option I'll take that noose and call it my suicidal necklace Walking down that street with my tears steady streaming Fighting the feeling in me to walk into the street and let that blue Honda hit me Flashes of her face Pictures of my family they all come to my mind and keep me on my path home Someone help me my chest is tight I can't breath But who cares I don't want this life Trying to act like I'm ok all my friends they think I'm fine My closest friend she don't know this fact that I wanna die It all disappears and I awake in sweat still scared to death that I almost forced my own death