Why do I even bother?

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Nobody cares So why the fuck am I still doing this? Everytime I promote, I find myself getting dissed They want me to be like him, talkin bout the same thing But all I got is enough to buy me 5 chicken wings at paradise And a 99 cent pop at the liqour store They say that I'm lame cause I rap about being damn poor The hell I look like rappin bout some shit that I ain't got? But apperently I gotta speak nonsense to be hot And sound like that other nigga And maybe grow some dreads And brag about getting money and fuckin hoes in my bed But if you walk in my room, you'll see no hoes in my bed But you'll see a fuckin hole in the wall instead I've hit rock bottom, and this rap shit got me depressed I'm tired of people doubting me, makin me feel stressed Why am I even writing this? I'm just wasting my day Makin shit that nobody gonna listen to anyway [Chorus] My tank is on E, I'm about to break down Seems like I'ma be stuck in this fucked up town Why do I even bother? I'm start to get fed The only way I'ma be heard is if I end up dead. [x2] [Verse 2] See, I don't give a damn about coppin the 7 figures I just wanna get away from these crab in a barrel ass niggas It's like I'm rappin 16 bars to a group of bricks I'm spittin how I really feel, but folks ain't tryna hear shit But if I start spittin that trash like lil pump I bet y'all niggas would let my joints bump in the back of yo trunk, Right? Cause everybody love to hear that ig'nant shit, right? Damn the words, I just need to make my beats sound hype! I'm frustrated, all types of agitated at the game I'm sick of hearin all these rappers rap about the same thing But people been tellin me the same thing for a year Yelling ''no one cares about your shitty music" in my ear So fuck it, Seems like I been puttin in work for nothin I guess I'll just go head and die sellin some pills or something [o] help me out lord, help me out god [x8]