I wish it didn't have to end

Lyrics

She had tears in her eyes Her nigga was cheating on her with other girls so she wanted to die She tried to talk to her family but they always said some shit Like "toughen up" "be strong" and "get over it" Not knowin her pain was becoming too much for her to bare I talked to her, she said that her blood would never care if she passed away Then she said "just let me meet my end" 10:10 was the last time that I'd ever see her again The next morning, I woke up to some news Her brother called while he was letting the tears ooze from his eyes With a shaky voice, he said "B cyde. Bro she fuckin died Last night she comittied suicide!" I froze. I couldn't believe I lost another friend To the beast called suicide I try my hardest to pretend That everything is all cool, but deep down I wish She didn't have to go out like this. Damn I wish It didn't have to end like this Now I'm stuck here tryna process all of this I know that you was goin thru a lot of shit But it hurts knowing all I can do now is reminiscence He had tears in his eyes His best friend just passed away 3 weeks ago so he wanted to die He tried to talk to his boys about all of his problems They came up with some fucked up ways to try and solve them Like getting high on P's and gettin drunk with jim bean On snap, he's happy. But things ain't never what it seems I skyped him, then he showed me of all his cuts He said "I wanna die! I don't give a fuck!" and then he hung up Later on that day, I was up on instagram Scrolling down the timeline, only to find out He wasn't here with us no more. What did he do? He shot himself. he was pronounced dead at 5:02 I froze. I couldn't believe I lost another friend To the beast called suicide I try my hardest to pretend That everything is all cool, but deep down I wish He didn't have to go out like this They got tears in their eyes They feel like nobody gives a fuck about them so now they wanna die They try talking to people but them folks don't understand He was taught to never shed a tear because he is a man She was told at an early age that crying's for the weak They fucked up mentally, but they're too afraid to speak They act like their heartless, But all they want is some love But anger is a beast that posses them to push and shove The ones who care away, but all they need to know is that you care Too much about them, and you always gonna be there But you wanna know what's so absurd? This song won't even get enough damn traction to be heard I'm tryna stop somebody from losing another friend To the beast called suicide Because it's hard to play pretend Like everything is everything And it hurts to wish Deep down your best friend ain't have to go like this