A Void

Lyrics

[Intro] You're so obnoxious, just knock it off already You're so incompetent You're at the bottom of the list, they'll never bother with this Just call it quits and jump off of a cliff [Hook] I hear the comments and all of the other nonsense My conscience is under stress, it's mess and I'm out of options I'm locked in a box with my thoughts Distraught from the conflict I'm fallin' into a dark abyss, target missed Now I'm unconscious [Verse 1] I feel like I belong in a coffin Mom is watchin' Tryna balance out the scale I prevailed when I dropped in a couple toxins Now my losses are long forgotten It's like I've fallen in a void and I can't avoid it Playing with toys that make bangin' noises Point blank, one shot, blood sprays Grey matter on the floor He kept saying that I don't matter anymore Brain's scattered and I'm torn Getting to the point where there's no saving me Got the drank and weed to put the pain at ease Feel the shake in my knees after taking these It's plain to see he's tryna take me away And if you wait for the day, please save your piece It's too late, I'm encased in planks Say less at my wake, I'm sleep What a great relief Couple tabs tonight, I'ma dance in the moonlight Too bright to be doomed with a gloomy sight Still brooding from noon to night I bet these niggas thought they knew me, right? I've been off with Lucy, stop intruding us Thoughts of beauty talkin' to me, uh Watchin' movies, got 'em muted, yuh Got some tunes, some awesome music Drop was loopin' smoothly Man, I'm awfully looney (Crazy) Been ahead of my peers, been fucked in the head It appears I got sucked into fear Shit snuck from the rear Same stuff's been stuck in my ears I've been duckin' the mirrors Don't trust my appearance, nah Swervin' off of the street I forgot how to steer, I'm lost No luck, I can hear the cops One of two was dead soon, guess who? Never planned to make a mess this huge He didn't get to choose, I'm in the best of moods And they gon' blame it on the melanin Fuck it, let 'em then I just need a little medicine I'm hearin' voices all around me Think it's Mary and Lucy, they're screamin' "Let us in!" Fifth of Whiskey, pour it up and mix the fluids in with the influences inside my head again [Bridge] There's no need for an opposite The darkness is dominant I know you wanna rot and have your name and a comment written on cement Just load the Glock and pop a shot I promise it's lit [Hook] I hear the comments and all of the other nonsense My conscience is under stress, it's mess and I'm out of options I'm locked in a box with my thoughts Distraught from the conflict I'm fallin' into a dark abyss, target missed Now I'm unconscious [Verse 2] The end is nigh, I've been— I've been feelin' like I'm next to die, but then— But then my momma would be petrified When the rope around my neck is tied I really hope she can let it slide That's selfish God dammit man, I really couldn't help it Only 12 when he fell in the pit, thinking "Welp, this is it." 6/12 was his welcome to Hell, he wasn't well equipped Young hermit, he kept to himself like the shellfish did, aye It really did help for bit Until he really needed help with this shit Yeah, he really needed help with his mental health He never felt so sick Quick, lemme get a cell phone pic for the Gram Same fit, same self-loathing kid that they'll never understand, nah Fuck, my mind is racin' I might escape this if the timing's great, shit I'm tryna pace it, need a mind eraser The kind that's laced with— (Wait, it's hitting me) Never mind, now I'm flyin' in space and they won't find this place I'ma hide my face so don't try to chase me Was I right to make this? I've made quite the statement 8th grade I was writing pages Wrote a comic book Then one day it was confiscated Gave the counselor a look at everything that's going on in this brain Feeling lost and insane Even on the brightest days, deep inside was a writhing pain And my mind was made when all the cries of anguish outweighed all the ties I've made My life was hangin' Then my mind had changed when the light from my sight had faded Thought maybe if I tried to hang tight for a bit, I could find my greatness Tryna fight temptation Why you think I'm impatient, and hate when my time is wasted? My heart's been plagued with hatred Never been the type to pray No faith in the lies or enslavement that ties into Christ or Satan