Lorazepam

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm not an addict, I just sometimes fucking hate myself (I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore) I'm not a victim, I'm not lonely, and I'm doing well for myself (I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore) I drive a sports car, got a couple houses, fly first class (I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore) So why when I wake up and see my reflection does it make me sick? [Pre-Chorus] One, two, three, four [Chorus] I don't care anymore, I've got a sickness in my soul I'm on my shit again I find it kinda funny being out of control Feed me Lorazepam [Verse 2] My wife, she loves me, I've got friends who'd jump in front of a train (I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore) But every waking minute, I'm tormented by my fucked-up brain (I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore) Folks pay to meet me, take a photo, tell me I should smile (I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore) But all I wanna do is take a match and set this whole place on fire [Chorus] I don't care anymore, I've got a sickness in my soul I'm on my shit again I find it kinda funny being out of control Feed me Lorazepam [Verse 3] My parents sometimes try to reach me, but I never respond (I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore) Not really sure why I'm still pissed off, but it's part of my brand now (I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore) I've got no reason to, so tell me why I feel like shit (I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore) Lucky for me, I'm pretty good at acting like I've got a hold on this [Pre-Chorus] One, two, three, four [Chorus] I don't care anymore, I've got a sickness in my soul I'm on my shit again I find it kinda funny being out of control Feed me Lorazepam [Outro] I'm not an addict, I just sometimes fucking hate myself Every waking minute, I'm tormented by my fucked-up brain I've got no reason to, so tell me why I feel like shit All due offense, I don't feel bad if I push you away