Not How It’s Supposed To Go

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Be a good girl, pretty housewife Need to have sex every night Remove all hair from your body But don't you dare cut yourself [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause he might see you bleed All these expectations please Hold yourself up to a standard for somebody else's needs Wipe the tears off of your cheeks Yeah, this man should set you free But it didn't work for me [Chorus] (Ooh) I was filling up my head with those lies Tryna tell me everything's fucking fine I wanted love, you know I wanted it so right Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go (Ooh) I made a wish into a fallen eyelash It flew away, and so I took my life back I wanted love, you know I wanted it so bad Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go [Verse 2] Setting small fires, little tantrums Break the drywall with your fist I'll tell myself that this is normal Just a bandage on my hand [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause he might see you bleed All these expectations please Hold yourself up to a standard for somebody else's needs Wipe the tears off of your cheeks Yeah, this man should set you free But it didn't work for me [Chorus] (Ooh) I was filling up my head with those lies Tryna tell me everything's fucking fine I wanted love, you know I wanted it so right Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go (Ooh) I made a wish into a fallen eyelash It flew away, and so I took my life back I wanted love, you know I wanted it so bad Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go [Bridge] Oh, no Oh, no, mm-mm La-la-la, la-la-la, la, la, la La-la-la, la-la-la, la, la, la I wanted love, you know I wanted it so bad [Chorus] Ohh (Ooh), I was filling up my head with those lies Tryna tell me everything's fucking fine (Oh-ooh) I wanted love, you know I wanted it so right Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go (Ooh) I made a wish into a fallen eyelash It flew away, and so I took my life back I wanted love, you know I wanted it so bad Oh, now I know that's not how it's supposed to go