Thoughts of Suicide

Lyrics

[Intro] Hey, man, you alright? No I seen how your old girl was coming down on you Yeah What happened? Your pops found out you lost that job and shit? Mm hm Well, don't worry, homie, man, parents be like that sometimes It's like they mad at you 'cause they getting old Just don't go all crazy on me Talking about you gon' to kill yourself again, alright? [Verse 1: Anybody Killa] Yes, in my mind I want to do it But when I pursue it I can't seem to go through it (Nope) So I'm going to write a song just so you can feel Everything I feel when I'm in the mood to kill myself I can't control it These thoughts of suicide, I'm always dealing with And I know I'm not alone when it comes to this 'Cause everyday it's like the whole world's pissed So fuck your attitude and keep your bad mood 'cause I got one too And I don't give a shit who you rolling with, bring your whole damn crew We'll call it suicide When you messin' with a killa someone's bound to die And it won't be me 'Cause only one claimin' my life is G-O-D [Chorus] You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh) You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh) You ever thought of suicide? Glad you didn't do it, if you did, you wouldn't be here now You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh) You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh) You ever thought of suicide? Glad you didn't do it, if you did, you wouldn't be here now [Verse 2: Anybody Killa] Are you easily influenced? (Are you?) Does your parents always say That your friends are the reason that you ruint (Fo sho) Do you have hate for your boss To where you wanna catch him alone and pop one off *Gunshot* (Fuck working) Or is it mental health Where the only problem you have is with yourself (It's all you) Can someone please explain Why it feels so good to cause so much pain? (So much pain) With all these thoughts we have Yep it's easy to say to just relax (Just relax) But when you that fed up Only thing in your mind is how deep to cut Because you hate your life and you really don't care And things would be better if you just weren't here So now you ready to go end it all Instead of thinking of the ones you won't see tomorrow (I'ma miss everybody) [Chorus] You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh) You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh) You ever thought of suicide? Glad you didn't do it, if you did, you wouldn't be here now You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh) You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh) You ever thought of suicide? Glad you didn't do it, if you did, you wouldn't be here now [Verse 3: Strict-9] It's nothing nice, got them thoughts steadily running through my head I close my eyes and try to picture if I'm better off dead It sucks to me, the one and only as I sit here by my lonely Separated from the world 'cause the world is so phony Hear my cries, tell me why, when you do it tell no lies You in disguise, I can see it in your motherfuckin' eyes It's suicide, last ride if you wanna get inside Shotgun it's your boy and I'm ready to die *Gunshot* [Interlude: Anybody Killa] Do people that commit suicide go to Heaven? (Suicide) I'm sure everyone has their own theories (Suicide) But I'm a firm believer that if you take you own life (Suicide) Your soul is trapped (Suicide) [Chorus] You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh) You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh) You ever thought of suicide? Glad you didn't do it, if you did, you wouldn't be here now You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh) You ever thought of suicide? (Suicide) (Uh huh) You ever thought of suicide? Glad you didn't do it, if you did, you wouldn't be here now