Lyrics

[Verse 1] Shit is surreal Shit is so real My timing is running out, hunting for deals My daddy is tired My momma is tired My sisters are tired Man, I need a mil The feeling is mutual, I'm so exhausted Too many brothers are now in the coffin Thinking 'bout Netic is giving me headaches I'm paying attention but I can't afford it Jesus, Muhammad, Krishna, Buddha, Moses I'm calling all of you while losing focus Antidepressants get higher in doses Pushing away everyone who's my closest [Pre-Chorus] I've been tuning out Communication ain't loud Living my life in doubt, up and down (I'm not going to stop as the winds keep pushing against me I'm not going to put my head down, the fire is lit inside me) [Chorus] I feel it in my I feel it in my I feel it in my Feel it feel it I feel it in my Up and down Up and down Up and down I feel it Up and down Up and down Up, and, down [Verse 2] Shit is surreal Shit is so real I'm drowning in thеrapy, hoping to heal I'm building my body, I'm building my mind But something about me don't feel likе it's real I question my musical taste All of my peers surpass me of late I'm trying to be happy for them But damn it, I'm stuck in my self-doubting hate I see this shit from half-empty Jealousy tends to be tempting Always see headlines for Indian artists, but nothing for Lankans and Deshis Woah Indo-Caribbeans, Nepalese, Muslims We all feel the same 'cause we don't feel like Indians We try to love you, but we feel like elephants silenced in rooms Can you feel the prejudice? [Pre-Chorus] We've been tuning out Communication ain't loud Gimme my room to doubt Shouting out (I'm not going to stop as the winds keep pushing against me I'm not going to put my head down, the fire is lit inside me) [Chorus] I feel it in my I feel it in my I feel it in my Feel it feel it I feel it in my Up and down Up and down Up and down I feel it Up and down I feel it, I feel it [Glitchy musical outro]