If I was gay

Lyrics

[Verse 1] If I was gay, would I be What they say, just a stereotype? If I was gay, how do I get to heaven When there's "no church in the wild"? [Pre-Chorus] Tried to be honest But honestly I can't No, I can't If love is the same Why is this not the same thing? The same thing [Chorus] I've never kissed a boy Would I like the way it feels? Picturing his face, and I lose a piece of me Play me all the classic love songs on repeat None of them talk about what I feel I've never kissed a boy I've been trying to fit in Kept a candle burning, a lamp unto my feet Play me all the classic love songs on repeat None of them talk about what I feel [Verse 2] If I was gay, there would be no friends left And I don't want that If I was gay, my mum and dad would treat me And I can't handle that shit [Pre-Chorus] Tried to be honest But honestly I can't No, I can't If love is the same Why is this not the same thing? The same thing [Chorus] I've never kissed a boy Would I like the way it feels? Picturing his face, and I lose a piece of me Play me all the classic love songs on repeat None of them talk about what I feel I've never kissed a boy I've been trying to fit in Kept a candle burning, a lamp unto my feet Play me all the classic love songs on repeat None of them talk about what I feel [Bridge] All the time I've wasted Trying to replace The part of myself that was keeping me straight It just made me a product of it So where do I fit in? Nothing can replace The scars on my body Can't talk to nobody, I'm numb [Chorus] I've never kissed a boy Would I like the way it feels? Picturing his face, and I lose a piece of me Play me all the classic love songs on repeat None of them talk about what I feel