Lyrics

I'm nervous, I'm sweaty, I hate to make amends Bunch of opinions, I'm always on the fence Pissed off and sad at the same time Please somebody, save me from my crazy mind Yeah, I try to read the big book but I can't see the words Every time I meditate the whole thing's a blur Panic attack, short of breath I try to get things done when my body needs to rest I've been living in the mind of a junkie Thinking my junkie thoughts Putting out my selfish aspirations Yeah, not letting God into my heart I don't pick up the phone and I can't sleep I ain't got no appetite but I still overeat I want peace and quiet but I keep running my mouth My soul is like a hurricane but I'm still filled with self-doubts Yeah, I hate the way I look and my ego's always bruised I isolate myself and I get some more tattoos Always running late so I can't make any plans I'm preaching 'bout stuff that I don't understand I been living in the mind of a junkie Thinking my junkie thoughts I putting out my selfish aspirations Oh, not letting God into my heart Yeah, not letting God into my heart, yeah