In life I will (Draft 1)

Lyrics

[Ambrose] In life I will be what I want, without sobbing 3 am writing with one lamp and my fingers throbbing Voices talking and haunting The scariest ghouls and goblins I'm planning my own funeral with a shiny coffin This comes from the center of my cherry pit Bars to the chest knock the wind and the air of it Leaking spilling venum there's no doubt that I'm getting sick Pools of love while pooling blood, put on our goggles, take a dip Patty wagon drive by's with the sirens screeching Beat up beats because I spit some meaning Aggression words I got pissas tower leaning Vision blacks with flash backs, and demons creeping Seeing through screens, speaking loud over speakers I broke the breaking bad and stole all of their beakers Whale was beached and preached which priest thought he was creepier? Fast walk through the trash talk you woulda thought I was weaker