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Lyrics

[Intro] How do you feel when you're caught in the Middle of the heartbreak and the healing? [Verse 1] Crying until I'm sick one night Then spend the next feeling great Plead and fight for your time Then just let you go when you want time away The inconsistency really got to me Mm, I don't want to hurt you but I need to leave [Verse 2] By no means am I trying to appear callous There's no way to pretend I didn't Invest all I had into this for years Cried thousands of tears But I reached a point where I needed to rеflect Because I'm sick and tirеd of letting you get to my head [Chorus] I'm between losing you And finding me Giving up a faded love So I can finally be happy And yeah, it hurts That'll probably linger for a while [Verse 3] Now you want to be here Ready to commit and give me everything I've begged for Waited until I finally made up my mind To do what I need for me and to love myself more Now you're ready to support me Was I expected to drop everything I built? When I said you weren't worth all that I'd lose I just meant to say between you and me, I'm choosing myself For the first time In my whole life [Chorus] I'm between losing you And finding me Giving up a faded love So I can finally be happy And yeah, it hurts That'll probably linger for a while But for what it's worth I gave it all I could, and I did it with a smile [Bridge] Your parents are still happy with each other And you want a marriage like the old days You don't even understand it's not so easy when you're older To stay together when it becomes too rough But how can someone recognise love If they grew up in a broken home [Chorus] I'm between losing you And finding me Giving up a faded love So I can finally be happy And yeah, it hurts That'll probably linger for a while But for what it's worth I gave it all I could, and I made it seem worthwhile