Expatriate

Lyrics

Would you at least write me one more song Live under a bright light, you take the bus home I don't know where I am most of the time I base it all on the neon lottery signs Maybe I'll buy a ticket it's your lucky day I'll move away, yeah I'd be so brave Not worryin' about seeing you Or you and her becoming you and me I know people change And we're both moving on I can't be involved in this, you were my only family Now you feel foreign in a way, an expatriate Would you at least write me back today Most people think you're scattered, but I think you're hasty And I'm alright with that Even after a disaster, some things remain intact And I am worried, yeah I still worry all the time The things you used to hate about me are all heightened now But I love myself Or I'm figuring out how to not always apologize just 'cause I'm the one who's always so upset I am losing my shit all over your summer plans In the backseat of the van Or in hotel bathrooms I will always love you, but I will throw my suitcase down I'm a tourist in this town