Gone

Lyrics

[Verse 1: DOB] Hard up far from Come from nothing grown accustomed to all this destruction Don't want to, but if you do I'll inside out you, S-H combustion Save your huffin' and puffin' there's no discussion (Spontaneous) I have a wife, but this is my lust trust I try my hardest not to cuss, murder and rip out your guts (Motherfucker) With a handful of your intestines I run down the block, then flag down the cops I don't wanna be nuts, but it feels like I'm stuck on fuckin' you up And the bad thing is, there ain't no you, I'm just stuck In my imagination, there's still layers of crust I gotta break through before I can hush (Shh!) These voices inside villainizing my mind in hindsight (Do you hear me?) I would like to right my wrongs But instead I'm fighting these dancing drones Like who's in control, me or them? (We are) I keep on scraping inside of my head 'til death comes along In these bone-lined catacombs All I've known is kill or run Instinct and compulsion, instant convulsions After I spit that acid that leave you poor bastards faces repulsive Have I finally lost it? No I'm just obsessive and compulsive off inside my noggin Just talkin', staring at the wall again ([?]) The demons I can point out each and every one of them [Chorus: Billy Obey] I tried to fight it, I tried to stop it But I can't understand that kind of logic I'm gone I'm gone, and I'll never find my way (Never find my way) I tried to fight it, I tried to stop it But I can't understand that kind of logic I'm gone I'm gone, and I'll never find my way (Never find my way) [Verse 2: Mega Ran] I done dedicated my life to this music (Yeah) Learnin' from Pops, Mama said that he was bein' foolish (Really?) But I thought it was cool When he used to get to sit up on the stage Thinking maybe one day I'll be the one that plays (Ah) But then I can only imagine that shit Seeing the look on the crowd's face had me as if I was being restrained, something wasn't the same Lost in the game got me stuck and I'm fucking feeling insane And the relationship is strained Staring down paralysis from all of the pain I fight for what I believe in, know what I got to gain From the beginning I knew it wasn't the fame That drew me this way, this music is fused within my veins This isn't a popularity contest, how many times must I stress This is more than a slick hook and a deep concept This is part of my life that I've got to accept Been gone and there's nowhere left Slipped up and I lost my step Got up and I tucked my chin Duck and I swung for the fucking fence [Chorus: Billy Obey] I tried to fight it, I tried to stop it But I can't understand that kind of logic I'm gone I'm gone, and I'll never find my way (Never find my way) I tried to fight it, I tried to stop it But I can't understand that kind of logic I'm gone I'm gone, and I'll never find my way (Never find my way)