I Haven’t Been Taking Care of Myself

Lyrics

[Verse 1] You were my drug, now I'm withdrawing When you're in my blood, nothing's ever boring I feel it through my veins, so eager to please You give me chest pains, and let my heart rate ease [Pre-Chorus 1] Is this blood on my hands or is it just red wine? I find I'm thinking 'bout you nearly all of the night I make up these excuses for the reasons we should meet Is this an addiction or is this just a repeat? [Chorus] I haven't been taking care of myself I've forgotten what it's like to be in good health I've gained weight and I drink too much Maybe that's why you don't love me as much I need to start taking care of myself [Verse 2] Distracting me from what's important But you don't care, and I'm losing focus You push me to the edge, and then you pull me back I swear to God, I'll have a heart attack [Pre-Chorus 2] My skin's breaking out and I don't like what I see When I walk past shiny surfaces, I don't like being me You say that you want me, but you don't act like you do I'm pretty sure my mum said be careful around you [Chorus] I haven't been taking care of myself I've forgotten what it's like to be in good health I've gained weight and I drink too much Maybe that's why you don't love me as much I need to start taking care of myself [Bridge] I don't care that all my clothes Smell like your second-hand smoke I'll make any compromise If it keeps you by my side I don't know why [Chorus] I haven't been taking care of myself I've forgotten what it's like to be in good health I've gained weight and I drink too much Maybe that's why you don't love me as much I need to start taking care of myself [Outro] Do da da, do da-da Do da da do wah-oh! Do da da, do da-da Do da da do wah-oh! Do da da, do da-da Do da da do wah-oh! Do da da, do da-da Do da da do wah-oh!