Hurtlines

Lyrics

I never meant this safe space of mine to wear me down I painted a million heartless faces not knowing mine Unaware, anywhere in between, but never there Everybody knows who is the heir of all their rotten roses If someone could teach me how to feel I'd claim the names in my heartlines If somehow dark matter disappeared Then so would I with my hurt lines With clean hands over turbid thoughts I never thought I'd feel safe far from my dungeon mind Here 'tween the cracks of my hypocrisy, clearly blind Unaware, anywhere in between, but never there Don't nobody show who was the source of all their burning burdens If someone could teach me how to feel I'd claim the names in my heartlines If somehow dark matter disappeared Then so would I with my hurt lines With clean hands over turbid thoughts Flashes of intermittent clarity My unconsciousness unfolds We, we all vex ourselves, it's how we live Punishing each other, oh Heaven's not meant for me, meant for me, meant for me (Rip my hands, take my eyes and fill my heart) Heaven's not meant for me, meant for me, meant for me If someone could teach me how to feel I'd claim the names in my heartlines If somehow dark matter disappeared Then so would I with my hurt lines With clean hands over turbid thoughts