So Selfish {Jan. 13th 2016}

Lyrics

[Intro] You have poured so many memories into me Given me so much, that I feel like I'm about to overflow Day 108 [Verse 1: AkinG Kalld Pedro] This all feels like deja vu How did I get stuck with you Some days I sit back and think What's the chance to have better blues I think you need to see a shrink But I'm the person with the sick issues I've noticed more vomit by sink I think it's time for you to leave I know it's hard to explain Why I have so much rage I've inflicted so much pain To you and me I'm falling I'm falling Into a depth that's crawling and crawling With my worst nightmares and some fears That's hauling my faith And stalling my weight Indulging all of this hate [Hook: AkinG Kalld Pedro & Serenity Karima] I know I'm selfish But I can't help it I keep on staring at this blank page What can I say when I feel ashamed I feel weak and so much self-hate Maybe you're killing my faith Oh I'm selfish But I can't help it (I can't help it) I keep on staring at you in the worst way What can I say when I feel ashamed I feel weak and so much self-hate Baby, you're killing my faith [Verse 2: AkinG Kalld Pedro] I'm clueless and so confused 12:02 as we wait in this room Another night to proclaim I'm a fool These hospital walls are too attuned To my stupid mental abuse I never knew you were so unstable I would've took those pills off the table Adding fuel to fire let us view Girl from the six Taking pill number six Making the doctors look at me like I'm sick Compare me to Satan your psychiatrist claims your husband is a trick I'm deceitful and abysmal Oh she thinks I am the Dajjal I need some help so don't belittle Mr. Pedro don't you know you're selfish! [Hook] [Outro] Do you know who I am? Do you know this man? Do you live your life? Do you love yourself? Do you know where you stand? When you fall do you cry? When you cheat do you lie? Do you love this girl that would die for you by committing suicide? Cide [Outgoing Phone Call]