School Dreams

Lyrics

It was the start of the middle school I didn't care at all about my grades I was short and small like a micromolecule People guess who I am just by my looks, it's kinda like charades My grades were low and I was failing To be honests I didn't care at all that much Wanted to just drop out, truly bailing Joking w all of my friends over at lunch Wanted to be popular,just wanted to fit in Jealous of kids like Jabez or Landon These thoughts inside my mind I've written Released they were fake,they'd leave you abandoned Crushes on girls,knowing I wasn't at all good enough Looking at that time I had a crush on Emma Grace Fights happened at times,it was tough Blessed with God,having his special grace Bad days come around,those days were rough Dreaming of being popular,feeling like I was no one Studying over the math books,studying over the algorithm At times depressed, just wanted to fall off a cliff,I was truly broken Hearing the drums kick in my head,feeling the hard rhythms Learning about the economy in social studies Learning about experiments over in science Obsessed with music,influential studies Looking on my friend group,formed a alliance [Verse 2] Reaching next year, my dad got truly mad Fussing and arguing all of the time to improve He was gonna explode like TNT,Absolutely mad Telling me he's seen me make A's before asking me are you just lazy or dumb,do you have the groove It was around when I was in 7th grade Social Studies teacher was just plotting random pages for work to do in there to turn in Trying to get closer to God,trying to be at heavens gate I'm still a child of God, and I'm still learning