Life is beautiful/Live Your Life

Lyrics

{Verse 1} From when I met you, you were scared defenseless Said you wanted a real man's affection When we started dating, the toxicity was endless You are a collector when it comes to boys, you just used me as part of your collection Behind the scenes, you were a cheater, you'd say you'd change but never come to your senses In our relationship, it went always the same direction Box of Matches on the front door-step Cigarette ashes burned into a ashtray Saw you with another guy, and it caused me more stress Wanna just go in my car, see your house and pass straight Said I'd never come back but you keep luring me in like a fisherman Put food on the table for you, and I never got a thank you Met your new boyfriend, he's quite a slender and ambitious man Always rude to me, I could never understand you I see the kids and they are so roughly abused Seeing the dishes when I come home and they're not clean When I was with you, I was kicked towards the curb and used This feels like a drama, what is projected behind the screen You only wanted me because of my money You only needed someone who could fit your needs Looking straight at you, I'm still wondering why I called you honey I loved you all my life, took care of you, and provided warm meals You only wanted what was new on the market Like a Louis Vuitton Purse or Satchel Without a rich man to provide for you, you'd be shopping at target We then get a divorce, and had to go through a custody battle You didn't want the kids, so I took them in And you took my house and half of my cash Whenever they have a scratch or something wrong, I'll check in You wrecked one major part of my life, like a car crash You really sucked at hiding everything As I saw all over the floor were used condoms You need help, that's one thing self-seeking When I was with you there was no sun, it was just dead blossoms You never know who someone is before you start dating them, it's a scary thing Went through therapy to take care of all your problems Signing the divorce papers Your no longer part of my life and that's amazing The stages of growth, I went over the four stages Dreams I went chasing You can't tell me who I can't be now You can never tell me who to be or not to be Soon I'll be interviews and stuff and then everyone will be like Malone and say wow In myself, I believe