Drowning

Lyrics

{Hook: Boy Melody} I don't know what happens when you die nah So Im just tyin to get it while alive yeah Heaven won't you let me in I have gambled everything I can tell you how its gonna end I'll be counting millis in a benz I've let go of all my fear I don't need a souvenir {Verse 1: AJ_Official2005} Pill bottles on your bedroom floor Just waiting for the shadows to take you away Where else have you been hiding them?, Your bedroom drawer? Your one day taken from life, from existancе as your in ur bed awake Peoplе care about you, just think about your family and your parents You treat your life as if your dust being swept, being shooed away Your life matters like everyone else, it'll never be cheap like clearance Your life ain't worth being thrown away, don't leave yourself to decay Snorting coke, waiting for the white powder to go up your nose Sipping lean, waiting for that stuff to go down your throat Waiting for your own self to die, waiting for the show to close Your feeling like your drowning, literally tipping off the boat Your life is a beautiful seed, just keep continuing to live and it will grow Your mind is trapped and cold, Freezing as the cold wind blows Marilyn Manson at times was addicted to drugs, a couple of years due to it broke his leg due to it when he fell off stage Now he has to wear one of those bionic legs You'll get better as time passes, you just haven't reached that growth stage Reaching off the ironic edge Taking medicine right out of the medicine cabinet Putting shots in your skin, waiting for yourself to die {Hook:Boy Melody} I don't know what happens when you die nah So Im just tyin to get it while alive yeah Heaven won't you let me in I have gambled everything I can tell you how its gonna end I'll be counting millis in a benz I've let go of all my fear I don't need a souvenir {Verse 2: AJ_Official2005} Reaching for a hand, reaching for a person to call Wanting safety, needing to go to rehab Into a steep hole your wanting to fall We'll never know where you'll go when you die we can guarantee that Stop treating your life as if it's something to wear like a torso Think about your sisters and your brothers and just everyone You feel like drugs are your friends, ya'll are locking elbows You treat your life as if your the opponent and the drugs are the bull, this is your bull run Call out to us, give us a call We're here to help you through everything, we're your safety Trying to find that exciting moment in your life, like a home-run in baseball Your addicted, how many pills you took?, You reply back eighty Pick up the phone, I'm trying to help Grab the drugs and throw them in the fire I can hear you cry for help, I can hear you welp Your lack of honesty saying I don't need you, is something I don't admire You need to keep going I can see you trying to get better, just keep growing Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah {Hook: Boy Melody} I don't know what happens when you die nah So Im just tyin to get it while alive yeah Heaven won't you let me in I have gambled everything I can tell you how its gonna end I'll be counting millis in a benz I've let go of all my fear I don't need a souvenir