In My Mind

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Loui] Uh Behind close doors I'm everything I wanted to be and still more It's such a shame Man its a real fucking shame I'm looking to the world through the windowpane But ain't nobody in this world could understand my pain Cause what I lived through nobody could've done the same But loneliness thats in my mind I try to socialize but in this woman I reside Can no one understand what's been going in my mind Yeah thats why I distance myself away Cause these four walls are my escape Cause in my room is where I will stay today [Verse 2: Jody Fontaine] I been in my mind I been in my zone Imma lose control as the days get old And the shades don't close And the rain so strong that it start to burn holes through the fabric of my soul Relapse relapse Trying to get back get back To when I was fourteen slapping three stacks When I was sixteen trying to get my melody back This music give me purpose wish my family could see that Sitting in my room mostly hungry for succession Trying to be the best Killing whoever contest it Trying to reach heights Theres nobody I could sweat with Who I'm neck to neck with When I recollect I see Sitting on the floor trying to find my purpose Writing poems like oh my is it even worth it Buying jordan cause I don't know if I deserve it Curving as a verb trying to make this fucking verse hit Posters on my wall and it's staring at me Frank told me fuck the oops Make yourself happy Chance told me stay persistent Never let them catch me (Will they ever catch me? Hope they never catch me) [Interlude: BabyBoy] Hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah Hallelujah I'm free That's a [?] Put myself in a box and it blew up Think I'm better all alone then I grew up Like the ocean like the middle of the sea All alone is just for me Can ya'll get away from me [?] coming in soon [Chorus: Jody Fontaine] I been in my room I been in my mind I been trying to hide I ain't going outside In my in my I been in my in my In my In my I been in my in my I been in my room I been in my mind I been trying to hide I ain't going outside In my in my I been in my in my In my In my I been in my in my mind