Lyrics

I see myself going backwards in time, today To places I forget I've seen Cut in the red clay, of rotten sermons I was made to replay My lungs have never felt more clean Don't you believe me? I've been here from the start No matter what will happen I still love you Do I feel guilty? I've only done my best I'll never trust you like I ??? again This feels just like my hometown Even though things have changed So much I can't recognize my friends Dealing with ramifications of my dissuasion When it comes to my hopes and dreams Is it selfish if there's nowhere to go but dead All your problems, leave them behind Let loose and have fun for just one night Don't you know you're a sight to behold? Radiating candlelight Whispered voices, forgotten rite Something major has been put on hold Have you ever been in silence? Heard the laughter in the quiet? Have the walls and ceiling ever felt alive? Has your hand cut through like butter ??? sea of clay And suddenly the felt of your body no longer feels like it's safe (One, two, three!) In time, today To places I forget I've se-e-e-e-e And I'm trapped in a panopticon made of the fabric of being I fear I might just go insane (Has this ever happened to you?) (???, it's falling apart as we speak) (You're a bit scary sometimes) (I did everything I was ??? to, and it didn't work!) (New discipline) (Obey) (???) (???) (Rules, are made to be broken) (???) (They don't care about you) (???) (You were supposed to fucking listen to me!) (No-one can be trusted) (???) (My life a movie for real) (Not everything is about you!) (???) (Granted, it may be sheltered, but it's a good life nonetheless) (Maybe you're fucking useless) (???) (???)