Lyrics

It's March 31st, like 1:24 in the mornin' And um, I just turned thirty-four years old You know, thank God And uh, I just had some thoughts I had to get off my soul While the, while the world sleep, you know Dear God, I'm prayin', you hear me? I'm sure that you hearin' so many voices The choice is of who to answer first So many people are hurt, it seem like it's gettin' worse Is it a curse or a punishment? Wonderin' and while I think to myself, searchin' for answers But tryin' not to question my health It's kinda hard, you see, 'cause coughings lead to coffins as well Could tell your house is a prison and how your life is a hill But Heaven knows my God ain't likely to fail So many tears through the years Could swim through miles at a time My arms are tired, but they told me fear is all in my mind But this shit is real to me, so real to me, so, so real to me The distance growin' from people near to me Close, but I'm needin' some closure Kinda feel like it's over Keep hope that it isn't I just keep gettin' older Wish I'd grow me some wings Time flyin', I'm tryin' My best to stay decided, but yesterday gone And tomorrow isn't here yet So all I got is today So much to say, but words get in the way Eventually, memories fade because it's fate, but Hug your mom and dad as tight as you can Make sure your words as tight as ground when you stand As the hourglass sinks from the sand I thank my father 'cause he raised me one hell of a man I tell my mother that I love her more than air that I breathe I tell my brothers that I'm here, I got whatever you need And tell my lady that you got my heart forever, I'll never take it back One day, we'll have that kid whose skin the perfect shade of Black When the stars align, it's all design 'cause it's all divine Mmm, on God's time, not mine