If only

Lyrics

[Intro] Ah, ah, ah, oh Ah, ah, ah It won't let me sleep 'Cause I can't see what you see in me [Verse 1] If only I knew from the start My mind would take control of my heart I'm up all night stuck on a moment you forgot in five seconds, wow [Chorus] If only I didn't think too much Thinking I'm undeserving of A love like yours, what a tragedy Insecurity got the best of me Ah, ah, ah, oh Ah, ah, ah It won't let me sleep 'Cause I can't see what you see in me [Verse 2] If only I wasn't such a chore My brain moves faster than it has before I'm stuck on stupid shit like is there a reason I'm not on you're phone screen anymore? Am I pretending to be content? Am I too caught up in the moment? It was such a drеam now are my expectations too еxtreme? What you feel like nothing, feels like everything to me And I can't do a goddamn thing (Oh ah) [Chorus] Ah, ah, ah, oh Ah, ah, ah It won't let me sleep (Ooh) 'Cause I can't see what you see in me (See in me) Ah, ah, ah, oh (Ah oh) Ah, ah, ah (Oh) It won't let me sleep 'Cause I can't see what you see in me (See what you see in me) [Outro] Like, I know that it's just all in my head, and I know that my brain loves to hyper fixate on just small things that don't even matter Like, why does- why does overthinking just have to suck so much?