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Lyrics

[Verse 1] I was scattered and broken But you saw the rest of me You heard what I had to leave unspoken You understood what I had to be [Chorus] Can I ever be whole again, or is this it? Crying in your arms again and hating it I'm carving at my soul to make it fit Cut my skin away so I can live [Verse 2] I feel like something that should not be alive A puncture wound in the goodness of your life I know my gentleness is rotten inside When you say that you love me It makes me want to cry [Chorus] Can I ever be whole again, or is this it? Crying in your arms again and hating it I'm carving at my soul to make it fit Cut my skin away so I can live [Post-Chorus] I'm holding on somehow I'm still alive for now I'm holding on somehow I'm still alive for now I'm holding on somehow I'm still ali-li-live for now I-I-I-I'm holding on somehow I'm still alive for now [Chorus] Can I ever be whole again, or is this it? Crying in your arms, I must be faking it I'm carving at my soul to make it fit Cut my skin away so I can live [Verse 3] It makes me terrified, it makes me sick And when I'm in it, I cannot resist I tried to die, but I could not commit And it feels so much worse To see you hurting from what I did