Lyrics

This feels like it's too big for words But it's a part of me I feel like I need to shut down I wish I could kill my body Looking in I feel so hollow and alone If I could, I'd put myself Into a story and find home Is there no one else alive Who knows this feeling? This loneliness Is going to kill me Looking in on this I feel so hollow and alone If I could, I'd put myself Into a story and find home Somewhere under the sky Of a land that no one knows It's here, in my mind But description leaves me cold There are no words And the aching doesn't go It feels like nausea In my stomach, in my soul There is no life here There is no life here There is no life here There is no life here Hold my body still and whisper to me That it's okay that you see what I'm meant to be Gently touch my skin and tell me you know Tell me that you can see that place in our souls Hold my body still and whisper to me That it's okay that you see what I'm meant to be Gently touch my skin and tell me you know Tell me you can see that place in our souls Lower your head, speak softly into my hair Say you understand and that someday we'll go there Kiss my neck, trace your fingers across my skin Tell me that you know what I mean There is no life here so please don't There is no life here so please don't If I could go back... I think about those wasted years The fear and the envy I can feel my body buckling more every day I don't wanna go but I need an exit from here now I feel the expectations of a person who is assumed To have gone through what you have But I haven't