​broken grace

Lyrics

[Verse 1] My body's made of spaces that I can't fill with memories The rotting, sectioned off and quarantined from what I need to be I'm moving faster now than I can ever recall, and I can barely see I need to get away, I need to get away As long as you can remember me I've become [Chorus] Something that you resent but you don't know it yet I am a creature made of bile and regret I am a dying wish, I am a bleeding fist I am my own bad dreams that you put in my head I've become what you resent, but you don't know what it is I am a creature made of everything you did I am a self-made, half-alive specter Of the spark of life, you tried to kill but couldn't [Verse 2] My thoughts are made of spaces that I can't fill with who I am The deafening and repetitive interruptions of those years keep coming back The only thing I can use is my momentum to break through to what I need Forget the present, let dissociation save me from this dead reality I'm made of [Bridge] What you never told me was wrong, so I never believed That there was anything genuinely wrong with me I cannot tell you my name, I cannot show you my face I wanna burn the memory of me right out of your brain I don't know what I am I always wondered what I'd feel in the end I can still become what I fear the most Stuck in what I couldn't become, trapped by what I know You make me feel like there's no hope When I'm around you I am all alone And nothing will ever change If I don't run away [Chorus] I've become what you resent but you don't know it yet I am a creature made of bile and regret I am a dying wish, I am a bleeding fist I am my own bad dreams that you put in my head I've become what you resent but you don't know what it is I am a creature made of everything you did I am a self-made, half-alive specter Of the spark of life, you tried to kill but couldn't [Outro] I'm alive in your world I'm a broken little girl I am everything I need Stay away from me I'm alive in your world I'm a broken little girl I am everything I need Stay away from me