​are you my sister

Lyrics

I hope one day you'll forgive me I'm so disgusted by the way I treated you And all this angst and practiced whimsy Doesn't change the fact that you're a person too I wanna say what happened Was the end result of being sick and scared But that isn't fair I'd be lying if I told you I just tried my best 'Cause that's a fucking dirty lie I dug a hole and pushed you in and left you there I'm sorry I fucked up I killed all of your trust I'm sorry I'm weak And scared And you don't owe me anything It's true that I still miss you It's true that I can never say I've changed Without being vain And if you ever hear this I just hope that you're still dreaming Oh there's nothing I can say to make it better I just hope that you're okay I'm sorry For this I need to feel this There is nothing left to do There is nothing left to say Except: I miss you I'm sorry I fucked up I killed all of your trust I'm sorry I'm weak And scared And you don't owe me anything