If I Could Say What’s On My Mind

Lyrics

[Intro] I could tell you just (Yeah) What's in my heart (Just my scattered thoughts) You know I pray (It's from the heart though) That we'll never part (Uh) [Verse 1] Look in the mirror at the wrong reflection Callin' for help but I got bad reception Wanna do good but I got bad intentions Beautiful fuck up, misbehavior got me mad pretentious A bigger problem, I need intervention And I always felt like karma was a misconception Bad shit happens to good niggas all the time If I rule the world, hood niggas always shine On my mind it's thoughts of someone always confused A undeveloped child who was verbally abused Thoroughly accused of choosin' the wrong road Drive right into danger with no cares of growin' old But every year, I shed me a couple tears Pop a couple of bottles with my peoples, screamin', "Cheers" I used to think my mother didn't want a nigga I used to wish that I could change into another nigga [Chorus] I could say what's on my mind If I could say what's on my mind If I could say what's on my mind If I could say what's on my mind, you'd— I could say what's on my mind If I could say what's on my mind (Uh) You'd hear I love you all— (Uh) Hear I love you all— (Check it) [Verse 2] This is therapy, tryna leave a legacy Four kids, hope they grow to be a better me Challenges, obstacles all comes steadily But what don't kill a nigga makes a more ready me Usually, life deals the cards And I just play my hands 'til I win a fold up car But all the cards in the world wouldn't bring my dad back So I'm lookin' in the mirror as his image glance back And even if I win I'm never satisfied I could have the baddest bitch and still I fantasize Sex, drugs, and rap is what I glamorize And when the camera flashes, make sure you catch my glamor side Fuck the deep shit, I get on some creep shit Bitch meet a pimp in the backseat of my Jeep shit Ha, words can't express how I feel Tryna grow a couple mill from a dollar bill, chill [Chorus] I could say what's on my mind If I could say what's on my mind If I could say what's on my mind If I could say what's on my mind, you'd— I could say what's on my mind If I could say what's on my mind You'd hear I love you all— (Let's get into it) Hear I love you all— (Uh) [Verse 3] The old me stays hidden from my new self But am I lyin' if I'm not bein' my true self? White people, old money, I want new wealth And drown my sorrow in Gucci loafs and new belts Hope this paper makes my sister and my mom's talk Even though this fight is really all my mom's fault Family really should never fight over money It's enough to make it rain and turn cloudy days, sunny I reminisce on days I used to walked around bummy Sippin' on a 40 after gettin' a little cutty And funny style niggas should be fucked up and X'd out Or a firin' squad, turn them squares into X-files I'm just speakin' so random Niggas love it plus the bitches think I'm handsome Ski mask, no plan, two handguns What's on my mind is holdin' niggas for ransom [Chorus] I could say what's on my mind If I could say what's on my mind If I could say what's on my mind If I could say what's on my mind, you'd— I could say what's on my mind If I could say what's on my mind You'd hear I love you all— Hear I love you all— I could say what's on my mind If I could say what's on my mind If I could say what's on my mind If I could say what's on my mind, you'd— I could say what's on my mind If I could say what's on my mind You'd