Suicide Note

Lyrics

[Intro] Bad day, hahahaha [Verse 1] That day you found my body with a bullet in my temple You screamed out loud, shoutin', doubtin' that I left ya Reminiscin' the beautiful day that I met ya The memories of us had swayed into your mental Played images of us smilin' and cherishin' life But life ended the divine connection with us You looked at my lifeless body, and denied it Shooken and tryin' to stop all of the crying You stayed with me, didn't call the ambulance for hours Brain heavy, gripping on the sanity ya powered A few weeks after my death, you couldn't take it Dying to relive the memories, tryna' fake it, but - Reality slapped you cross your beautiful face, and The tragedy dragged you off in mutual place 'Cause when you jumped off of that bridge, I poured tears Didn't know a spirit could feel more dead [Chorus: Beat] [Verse 2] I read the open letter from the folks in my life They all showed love a few nights after I died They sat and they tried to piece the puzzles back together At least my family, the rest laughed together They smacked they lips, and talked behind my back easily Sayin' that I had no problems and I was dealing with a blessin' But they didn't the [see the horror and the sorrow] behind the guy who smilin' onwards Too somber for the close-minded The most lied to me, my folks tried to show more fire in me But I turned the other cheek, and I denied it A noose, some pills, and a simple 9 wanted to retire me Sad thing is - I let it I grabbed that 9 off my shelf and I - BLAOW! (gunshot) You'll say that I'm a coward, that I gave up trying But the suicide letter that I left, stated why [Chorus: Beat]