Lyrics

Trying to find a way Losing my conciousness Blacking out Realizing i'm hurting myself Demons are so cynical Searching for something Something that is right in front of me I'm never waking up, up, up, up I never even learn I always fuck up, up, up, up Yet, i enjoy the hurricane When will i ever learn? When will i finally take away the gun That is only making my life a mess Something i have recently found out Is that we rely on what others knows about And we keep picking the scabs And our life's will not be better until it heals I wish i would do what i feel