Lyrics

Trying to find a way Losing my conciousness Blacking out Realizing i'm hurting myself Demons are so cynical Searching forsomethingSomething that isright in front of me I'm neverwaking up, up, up, up I never even learn I alwaysfuckup,up, up, up Yet,i enjoy thehurricane When will i ever learn? When will i finally take away the gun That is only making my life a mess Something i have recently found out Is that we rely on what others knows about And we keep picking the scabs And our life's will not be better until it heals I wish i would do what i feel