Am I Allowed 2B Me?

Lyrics

If I let go of the hold I got on myself Left defenseless to terminate or corrupt my mental health It don't matter about my wealth, squeaky broke or filthy rich And the status I found all the trauma I did Above a underground I'm bound to keep it wicked like whip Spit flu everything I do ill than a bitch More versatile attacking obstacles with confidence Even if the odd fifty fifty yeah hit or miss It'll make the crowd bounce like a bra on them tits And the singing all the words and I ain't even got no hits Gate keepers sleeping on compositions that are made Mixing rhythm like batter flipping styles like they some pancakes Mit 'em make their head nod till their neck and back ache Got 'em going ham till they hungry for a snack break Ayo mans got no money and he fake He a creep and he stranger than the music that he make Am I allowed to be me without the love or roleplay Am I allowed to feel good, despite of what what they might say I'm a long way from the beginning, raw from the start Learn to rebuild myself every time I fell apart Can I live like a rep, can I live like they do With that strong self confidence and In ground pool I'm a long way from the finish an far from the end But I'm okay with who I am and I don't feel no need to pretend How many drinks will it take, tell 'em numb and out the safe Everything is a mistake, only losers can relate to negative mindstates Bringing us all down, down How do I pick back up, when you made me give a fuck Can you show me another like where everything doesn't suck Ya well good luck, luck, now Everybody don't love me like I don't got no money Amongst the pretty people who say I'm ugly Ya well just fuck me, wow Am I allowed to be me without the love or roleplay Am I allowed to feel good, despite of what what they might say I'm a long way from the beginning, raw from the start Learn to rebuild myself every time I fell apart Can I live like a rep, can I live like they do With that strong self confidence and In ground pool I'm a long way from the finish an far from the end But I'm okay with who I am and I don't feel no need to pretend