Language or the Kiss

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I don't know if it was real or in a dream Lately waking up I'm not sure where I've been There was a table set for six and five were there I stood outside and kept my eyes upon that empty chair [Verse 2] And there was steam on the windows from the kitchen Laughter like a language I once spoke with ease But I'm made mute by the virtue of decision And I choose most of your life goes on without me [Chorus] Oh, the fear I've known That I might reap the praise of strangers and end up on my own All I've sown was a song But maybe I was wrong [Verse 3] I said to you the one gift which I'd adore Unwrap a package of the next ten years unfolding But you told me if I had my way I'd be bored Right then I knew I loved you best born of your scolding [Verse 4] When we last talked we were lying on our backs Looking up at the sky through the ceiling I used to lie like that alone out on the driveway Trying to read the Greek upon the stars, the alphabet of feeling [Chorus] Oh, I knew back then It was a calling that said if joy then pain The sound of the voice these years later Is still the same [Verse 5] I am alone in a hotel room tonight I squeeze the sky out but there's not a star appears Begin my studies with this paper and this pencil And I'm working through the grammar of my fears [Chorus] Oh mercy, what I won't give To have the things that mean the most Not to mean the things I miss Unforgiving the choice still is The language or the kiss