Sympathy is a knife

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I don't wanna share the space I don't wanna force a smile This one girl taps myinsecurities Don'tknow if it'sreal or if I'm spiraling One voicetells me that they laugh George says I'm just paranoid Says he just don't see it, he's so naive I'm embarrassed to have it, but need the sympathy [Chorus] 'Cause I couldn't even be her if I tried I'm opposite, I'm on the other side I feel all these feelings I can't control Oh no, don't know why All this sympathy is just a knife (Why?) Why I can't even grit my teeth and lie (Why?) I feel all these feelings I can't control (Why?) Oh no, don't know [Verse 2] Why I wanna buy a gun Why I wanna shoot myself Volatilе at war with my dialogue I'd say that there was a God if thеy could stop this Wild voice tearin' me apart I'm so apprehensive now Don't wanna see her backstage at my boyfriend's show Fingers crossed behind my back, I hope they break up quick [Chorus] 'Cause I couldn't even be her if I tried (Why?) I'm opposite, I'm on the other side (Why?) I feel all these feelings I can't control (Why?) Oh no, don't know why All this sympathy is just a knife (Why?) Why I can't even grit my teeth and lie (Why?) I feel all these feelings I can't control (Why?) Oh no [Outro] All this sympathy is just a knife (Why?) All this sympathy is just a knife (Why?) All this sympathy is just a knife (Why?) Yeah, all this sympathy is just a knife (Why?) Oh no, oh no Why is all this sympathy a fucking knife? (Why?) Yeah, all this sympathy is just a knife (Why?) Couldn't even be her if I tried Oh no, oh no