star’s self harm tutorial

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Man, they should've choked me with my umbilical cord When I was a kid, I would cut whenever I'm bored Get on Roblox, talk to hella' drunk emo whores And I cut some more, 'cause we argued 'bout who cuts worse If you wanna die, then you gotta slit upwards If it's for attention, then just do it from the side (This is, uh... [?]) Nobody will love you anyway, not gonna lie Even when you try to hide by cuttin' on your thighs By the time they see, they'll all just look at you so weird What the fuck is this guy even fuckin' doin' here? [Verse 2] You're strange and awkward Gettin' stomped out by your two damn best friends You switched schools just for everybody to hate again Always ostracized, so you wanna be Satan (If you're not busy this weekend, how'd you like to attend [?] ceremonial worship?) Gotta find the reason why everyone hates him Everyone hated me (Aren't those things supposed to be secret?) To keep me all alone's the only reason she dated me (Scary for real free) And then she left me, just to pretend she hated me When we were alone, she would talk about— marijuana When we were alone, she would fill me with bad thoughts When I was a kid, I just wanted a Trackhawk I just wanted an iPod, I just wanted a damn hug My Momma used to make me feel like I was a no one I used to tie up cords in the shape of a noose Locked me in a hospital, 'cause I had a screw loose I was nine years old, and it's been downhill since It's a wonder how I can even put up with this shit [Outro] See a person like me? Smoke weed 'till I 'luccinate