Stillborn Sisters

Lyrics

[Verse 1:] Steppin' out into the real world ain't so easy Gotta look both ways, stay inside today, look up a how-to article Maybe someday I'll figure it out, but for now I'll just lazily sit here Cock in hand, distant lands comin' closer by the hour Responsibility creepin' up on me, I'm afraid to admit I'm afraid to move on But I put on a front that I'm just too cool to care And maybe everybody else will pick up the slack, I'm okay with looking selfish And then my future will look so great to me, and I don't even have to start it [Pre-Chorus:] Gotta move on up (get that degree) Gotta move on up (in front of me) Gotta move on up (and take charge) Gotta move on up (and live large) But I can't move up (I'm just too anxious) I can't move up (I'm scared to leave) I can't move up (I don't know anyone) I can't move up (I won't know) [Chorus:] Like a stillborn sister Can't find my own, can't find my own Like a stillborn sister Can't find my own, can't find my own [Verse 2:] So many choices, it feels like there's so much time to make 'em Do I really have to do them now, or can I just take a rest? Nihilistic fantasy runs wild like a fire inside Yet everybody else just cares so much about it, and still I don't know why I can ask my higher-ups, but even them I don't care to contact There are people living here who matter more to me than myself It's a dangerous way of thinking, probably gonna live here all my fuckin' life But I don't care to think about it, it's better to live while I can [Pre-Chorus:] Gotta move on up (get that degree) Gotta move on up (in front of me) Gotta move on up (and take charge) Gotta move on up (and live large) But I can't move up (I'm just too anxious) I can't move up (I'm scared to leave) I can't move up (I don't know anyone) I can't move up (I won't know) [Chorus:] Like a stillborn sister Can't find my own, can't find my own Like a stillborn sister Can't find my own, can't find my own [Bridge:] I've asked myself this same fuckin' thing every goddamn night Am I willing to make a change tomorrow, and every night the answer's yes But I wake up and remember I'm a fucking slacker in chains And I know there'll never be anything that I really care to change [Chorus:] Like a stillborn sister Can't find my own, can't find my own Like a stillborn sister Can't find my own, can't find my own