Goddess of the Sun

Lyrics

[Verse 1:] Her force is coming out as she floats into the sky And I'm buried in the shadow that is cast within her light I've been secluded and pent up and dreading the thought that I know you hate me so Though I'd not wish for more than to prop you up, I'm still afraid to go And she's the one in the highest tower who watches over the land With her all-seeing eye like through the barrel of a gun [Refrain:] And I want to be with the goddess of the sun [Pre-Verse 2:] And I've whispered, and she heard The words I did not want her to hear [Verse 2:] I've failed to make amends to be accepted for who I am Or to make you notice I'm heated and ready to take you by the hand You would never know or comprehend the loneliness of night How I wish you'd stop to tell me that it's going to be alright When you cast me out of the story, I said I wished that I'd have died If I knew you would believe me, then you know I would've lied [Refrain:] And I want to be with the goddess of the sun I want to be with the goddess of the sun [Bridge:] Can't you see I'm not who I was, 'cause I'm used to our compromise I'm reminded of all of the time that I spent with telling myself those lies But the times have changed from then to now, and you have lost belief In trying to make me see it your way, in trying to make me leave You get the adoration and the respect that you deserve But I've been cast aside and trampled to make way for what you've earned I just don't want to fight anymore She steps out onto that pedestal high above her subjects And I recede behind her to be forgotten in the sunset They often hear my name and fear that I am strong I don't think they'd ever know that I have not moved on But I know that it's wrong How I want to belong I don't know when I don't know why won't you love me? Why won't you love me? Why won't you love me? Why won't you love me? You'll never love me [Refrain:] I want to see myself come out from the dark I want to be with the goddess of the sun