Understand For Me

Lyrics

[Ad-Libs: 360] Uh, uh Yeah Yo Yep, uh [Verse 1: 360] I was sent below, followin' an endless road Progression slow, but I'd rather that than never know A lot of small things I feel I need to question though And I know I'll be better if I let 'em go I think back on which lesson to quote But I can't, can't seem to remember the notes And every second I hope to see a memory float I'm in a bottomless pit so please send me a rope I hate fakin', the pain's taking control Try to tell the difference between my brain and my soul To confront the emotions I feel I hope and appeal to understand devotion is real to myself Any odd pain, I turn and run Every day I'm hopin' and prayin' that my purpose comes Will I make it in this earth as one? Please be up front, 'cause false hopes are worse than none, yeah [Verse 2: Jeremedy] I've got that ex-psyche ward type mind Scribe rhymes on the type writes, tryna find a kind of finite Answer, which is kinda like a phantom Its presence can be felt but it can't be physically fathomed Shit, I've been to the maddest spaces in my imagination's atlas Travelin' places for affirmation, a axis But all I ever really found was understanding Understanding that I could never quite understand it I mean all of this, all of this in front of us How could we ever try to comprehend the point of it? Even if we figured it out, wouldn't it be kinda spoilin' it? Then in the end we would really be missin' the point of it So I'm just avoidin' it, you know, all these questions I've been there, I've asked that, too much time invested in it Guess my questions are in the form of raps and a beat Not to figure it out for you, but to understand it for me [Chorus: 360] I don't know why we walk this Earth But I'm tryna understand for me I don't know why we walk this Earth But I'm tryna understand I don't know why we walk this Earth But I'm tryna understand for me I don't know why we walk this Earth But I'm tryna understand [Verse 3: Jeremedy] Take it back to the days when I wasn't quite all there Let you know where I got the ex-psyche ward stare A time where my various personalities were all there And they were all scared, yeah, a mind for the warfare Found myself in a white room wearin' all white robes Never woulda been on this road if I'd have known Spending all night alone, heavy crying and chokin' Seemed like fire but [?] that I was smilin' and copin' But my soul was shut like, like Charlton Heston's heart Now my head's lookin' like a big fuckin' question mark [?] so many times, I forget, where's the start? Your remedies pass full of the most dreadfulest scars But it took an experience like that (Yeah) to understand The fact that I'm alive is what I've come to thank So if you need to question the truth, keep doing what you do (Yeah) Not to figure it out for me, but to understand it for you [Verse 4: 360] Yo, I live in the present, feet embedded and I'm standin' my ground It might never be evident but, man, dammit, I'm proud To stand in the clouds and show the world exactly what I've grown to be Flaunt the inside of feelings that are known to me I hope to see my mission's finished and refined To the perfect expectations livin' in this life Innocence combined with an easily changed belief Keep it the same and don't just leave it as tainted dreams There's endless time for you to send a cry for help But try and recognise and identify yourself With substance, meaning and a purpose to grow When you're truly content, well then the curtains will close And then it's over, completed it'll help you to fight I can't tell you the price for my value for life I held on and strived to be a man, happy and attached with pride Unearthin' in the deepest me, then I'm satisfied Huh, yeah, yeah, yeah [Pre-Chorus: 360] (Understand the way) I try and understand how it all works I try and understand how it all works (Understand the way) Uh, uh I try and understand how it all works I try and understand how it all works (Understand the way) But we'll never know I try and understand how it all works I try and understand how it all works (Understand the way) So let it go [Chorus: 360] I don't know why we walk this Earth But I'm tryna understand for me (Understand the way) I don't know why we walk this Earth But I'm tryna understand (Understand the way) I don't know why we walk this Earth But I'm tryna understand for me (Understand the way) I don't know why we walk this Earth But I'm tryna understand (Understand the way)