What has my world come to

Lyrics

[Intro] I'm broken the bandage and xanax Won't hide the miserable Cuts all on top of each other Turn into scar tissue [Verse 1] Drinking and drugs again All because I miss you Wake up and then pretend That I don't got these issues If I wake up at all But I hope I don't Feelings that bottle up And then they overflow So I tilt the bottle up And let it burn my throat When I feel not enough It's almost always [Verse 2] Forever in a rut Permanent long face Save me the blunt guts Ima chop it later Ain't no savin me I'm too far gone Ain't no savin me I'm a lost causе I like to play with my nose Just to pass the timе Inhale then blow out the smoke This a good blunt [Bridge] I like being alone Almost all the time I like being alone No one gets me [Verse 4] Fuck the one who said That shit get easier When you keep going Cuz that's some bullshit Fuck my life I said Since the beginning Every since a kid I knew how I felt But that don't mean That I like myself Percocets and weed For my mental health Hurt myself and bleed I'm back in control Why is being me A daily struggle [Chorus] Why do I do the things That I do Why do I feel the things That I feel How do I tell who's fake And who is real I wanna fade away And disappear [Chorus: Refrain] Why do I do the things That I do Why do I feel the things That I feel How do I tell who's fake And who is real I wanna fade away And disappear [Outro: Chorus] Why do I do the things That I do Why do I feel the things That I feel How do I tell who's fake And who is real I wanna fade away And disappear (This shit crack pipe evil, bab told me not to say it but I did it)